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It's been way to many months since i've updated my poor lil xanga. I have missed it so much. But its time to show the rest of you what i've been up to. Well, my car still hasn't been fixed, and the body damage is just the same as its always been. (still drives awesome) Molly and i are still dating each other, this comming weekend will be our year and a half aniversary. (yikes, time flies). School is goin ok i guess, still not to hot on Chemistry of any kind. Organic Chemistry is kicking my butt right now, makes me really worried about my future. Oh well, i guess it stuff that goes a bit over my head at a pace i'm not totally used to. I just want to pass the class and move on, so that i can look at the bright things to come afterwards.
Calc 2 is going alot better than the last time i took it. It actually makes sense this time around. :) Other than that, the rest of my classes are quite easy this year, and should make for a good term overall.
The boards have been slow for me these past few months. I swear i've been posting nothing at all anymore, which makes me feel as if some of the oldbies think i've died. Poor Genghis, soo not fair. I saw he was demoted today, which really makes me think sape's and ass. How can you really justify demoting someone just cause they were in a natural disaster? Cmon! The man's house was ruined, don't fuck anything else of his up in the process. Oh well, enough about that.
Kinda sad to see alot of my friends that were still in town are now choosing to move out of state now. Makes me start to feel more distant in life comparative to what i used to feel. Heck, i don't even get to see my best friends that are not moving away anymore. I haven't seen them in weeks, and it makes me sad not knowing how they are doing. Sure i try to call them up, but its still not the same. I miss my Timmah and Josh. Its just not life without seeing them.
*cry* Am i really in the right major anymore? Is Biology really the thing for me? Everyday, i think more and more that it isn't the right field of work for me. But what else is there? I've always liked history and such, but i have a hard time seeing any future in that, save for being a high school teacher. thats something i've considered for quite some time, but i don't know if i could deal with being a fresh teacher in the world, getting laid off every other year like ive seen soo much at schools these days. *sigh* 
Oh well, other than that, Frat life has been pretty awesome. The guys are quite nuts most of the time, save for they always want to be there for ya if you're having a bad time. We stick together for the most part, and really all of us feel as if the campus is out to get us these days. Its not easy when the school paper has two columns that rips on Greek life every day, one being the students editorial section, and the other, the dating column. I hate stereotypes, it makes me wanna cry.
I don't know, but getting old sucks. I feel as if everything that used to happen just a year ago is beginning to slip through my fingers. Hell, there aren't even online chats between friends anymore, everyone is just quiet and sticks to themselves. Even if we spoke about nothing but Random onthe spot crap, it still made my night talking to the few people we did talk to. Mitth and his random on the spot chat titles, and poking wars with everyone. *sigh* Even the Skype chatting was awesome. Oh well, i don't think i'll ever get to hear Zaarrin say "Oh no" like the duffman ever again 
Well, it was good venting tonight at least. Really allowed me to get a few things out that have been bugging me. More to come now that i'm back online. :) | | |
| Very tired.
Need sleep
More to come later. | | |
| Hehe....this is a good one for today.
survey says...
1.) Copy this list into your LJ.
2.) Bold what is true.
3.) Leave plain what is false.
4.) Add something at the end.
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games. [nintendo]
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic. (I am realistic, and vary in cynycism)
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I've been sexually intimate with fewer than ten people.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my LJ!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on LJ.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friends. (I'm not sure but I'll highlight this anyway.)
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. I've had a crush on somebody I have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now. [first time i can say that i'm not in... a long time.]
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think Ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like FUCKING LOVE pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys/gils, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything three times.
138. I've done drugs other than alcohol or cigarettes.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I like John Waters films. (Not all but CRY BABY rocks)
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
144. One of my boobs is bigger than the other though not noticed by others.
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
146. I am abnormally obsessed with all things Buffy/Angel. not obsessed....really fond..
147. I love comfort food.
148. I'm a right-winged conservative Christian, and proud of it.
149. I'm Catholic
150. I can walk a mile without feeling like I'm going to die over.
151. I am a college student.
152. I like to cook.
153. I hate vacuuming with a passion.
154. I'm addicted to photography and picture frames.
155. I have performed in the Rocky Horror Picture show (No but I so want to go....maybe Brett will take me)
156. I generally get along with my parents.
157. I like Shakespeare
158. I like to sing.
159. I'll take the Pepsi Challenge any day, and STILL pick Coke!
160. I have things that I want to say to people, but I won't/can't because I don't want to hurt/be hurt by them.
161. I'm not "mainstream" when it comes to religion.
162. I've counted down the days until the summer.
163. I've fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering.
164. I challenge people to duels, and when I do, I mean it.
165. I was pigeon-toed at one point in my life. [huh?]
166. I love Digimon and wear goggles to school.
167. I have been to an anime convention. (Going to my first one this March! Go anime detour!)
168. I constantly have my head in the clouds daydreaming.
169. I am addicted to roleplaying.
170. I was in labor for 30 hours with no pain medication.
171. I own more than three items of vinyl clothing.
172. I read hardcore Christian Bible Tracts because I think they're funny.
173. I hate to drive.
174. I'm unemployed but would rather sit on my butt and play video games than look for a job.
175. I come from a southern, highly religious family and have chosen to keep a major part of my life secret from my family for now.
176. I have a serious taste for older men/women--older, snarky, sarcastic men/women.
177. I had a happy childhood.
178. I have an unhealthy obsession with certain child actors.
179. I am an only child.
180. I have more than five different lotions on my desk right now.
181. I have a more active online social life than IRL.
182. Sometimes, I actually like my job.
183. I love animals, and have had at least one pet.
183. I love writing letters.
184. I haven't had sex with a lot of people, but I've had a really wide range of sexual experiences with those few.
185. I don't bleed, I percolate.
186. I have masturbated in excess of three hours for the sake of a single orgasm. | | |
| Today is off to a very very good start. As of now, i have been given my bid card for the Kappa Sigma Fraternity here on campus. Honestly, this is pretty fuckin sweet, and i look forward to joining them in the next week or two. Now, to get beyond that, im still super psyched to go to c3 here in april :) Honestly, it should be an awesome trip, and i can't wait at all to see everyone.
"THANK YOU SIR MAY I HAVE ANOTHER?"
ugh....that scene in Animal House just ruined the whole frat scene. But honestly, i see myself acting just like Belushi in real life. Wearing a bed sheet, and spilling mustard on my self. Of course i'll have a better GPA, but still, i'll probably end up running around talking about how the Germans bombed pearl harbor. Man, i can't wait. | | |
| Aye, i know it has been a while, but alas it is time to update finally. Lots has happened since I last updated, but i cannot really talk about everything, due to my complete lack of sleep i have right now, and that it is 1:13 in the morning anyways. But lets start from what i can remember. So, from the looks of it I, like all other college studends, is flat broke :( I miss having money to use on food, having fun, and other things.
Other than that, things seem to be doing very well. I do now have a good thing to look forward to here in the next comming months. I AM GOING TO C3! :) Yes, thanks to Marah and Jay, i have a place to stay in Indianapolis. True, it may be the floor and very hard at that, but still its a place to stay. Its going to be awesome to finnaly meet up with Jello, and honestly give him a nice tall bottle of something hard to drink. Ah....corrupting today's youth, should be a wonderful learning experience for him. :)
Marah on the otherhand, she's just a corrupt woman with a serious evil side to her just urging to get out. I find this awesome about her, yet i know that every day, she tries to hide this evilness about her. :-p LET IT OUT MARAH! LET IT ROAR!
Well then, seeing that said, i come to the new addiction of music that i listen to now. Last time, it was the Von Bondies. Yes, thanks to Zee, i had had a horrible addiction to their one song "C'mon C'mon" for atleast a few months. Now, i have found a new band to attach to for a while, and have found myself really getting into their music. Muse is by far one of the best bands i have listened to in my whole life, bringing such deep and meaningful music to my ears. All of you should listen to them as soon as you can.
Ugh.....i really am tired, and i hope that this update has touched apon some things for all of you to chew on. :) | | |
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